not i don wanna blog but have being quite busy ar.. ya read my previous entry all and thinks tat ya. i haven being growing up alot eh?! my thinking was like same or at the same place as it was last year? indeed i have alot tat pple don have. but sometime i think tat man must use their disadvantage to think and twist into their adventage. afterall its depnding on their mental barrier to create something new out of nothing.eventaully u can either choose to be sad or happy. guess sweetness of a life can onli be found through smiling. happiness is not something for u to search for , but onli to discover it urself.

it seems a long time since i last blog.84 weeks. guess i needa step of of the minimun point of my life graph. maybe i should start again? too much thing in out mind for us to rmb. gt this weird feeling today after reading to xaviers reflection. thinking of who should do next. guess this is realli up to the individuals. afterall i guess.. life is realli fragile. there will definitely be a point where u are struck , unknowing wat should be done. different type of personalities of people will ask u to do different things but majority will definitely tell u to please yourself, in another words do watever to make urself happy. in fact, wat is the meaning of live? to live pass each day till u have babies and to die off at the last phrase of it? if choices are to be given to me , i will definitely not choose to be a human again. this is not a form of escaping of reality but instead a mentality that will instill a sense of comfort in myself.no point doing things that please others so that they will like u, making ownself feeling popular when after which will be uncomfortable for urself n annoyed others. i should serious sort out my thinking , my vision after this period. onli me myself, could control every part of my live.